One thing I never want is to seem like or portray that I am someone who has it all together or lives a perfect life. I am far from it. I have good mom days and the really ugly-hope they don't remember- days... And to be really honest probably more of the second then I really care to admit to myself. But let's face it, I am tired...t.i.r.e.d. And you know what it is not always the "good type of tired..." That people always like to say or even the "but you have those awesome moments..." Yes we do have awesome moments, but we have a lot of non awesome moments when I am crying out to The Lord to return, intervene, or just take me home! Ha! However, God is good, He is faithful, and ultimately they are His children and He already knew I would fail daily and NEED his never ending grace and provision...and strength.
With that said I have to say that we are happy, so so happy. We are finally home, the boys are feeling so much more peaceful and comfortable being home...Ahhhh home! It has been a long 2.5 months y'all. Seriously, that's it and in that time we sold a house, moved, rented an apartment, bought a house, moved,unpacked boxes, found an awesome church and settled in. When we left NC we knew there was no room For delay to find a community, for us and the sake of the boys. God heard that cry and answered ten fold. I love my God, my God of details, and lover of story telling!
